Who am I?

Maybe I never want to tell you or myself who I am. Who am I? I was no one. I always wanted to be someone. Just someone. I don't want to be another person or student in a list of thousands of students. That happens in Malaysia. Well, I just like every student there except a little tinge of different that nobody knows. I am quiet, responsible and follow other people sayings. Who am I? I am not that smart like Hanienah, or a drawer like Safiyah or imaginative like Izzati. I am not as sporty as Kamalia and her sister. I am not as cool or confident as Adilah or Aida. I am not as Islamic as Fatin. Who am I? Am I just another student? I am so quiet like I always try to isolate myself. I look how people are and they want to be. Sometimes I want to be just like them. They all cool and adventurous. They might have an impressive achievements in the future.
Maybe, it is true. I am someone but not in my country. Because of different system of education in United States, people thought I am intelligent. Well, I only do the homework that's all. Maybe, if any one of my friends came here, they receive a lot of attention. I was known by the teachers and my fellow classmates that I am smart but I am still quiet. We still have different ethnicity and religion but we live together in harmony. I never actually got that sneer look on someone face because of my religion. I am different. So, I am someone, someone in another country because I am doing what I am. I am being myself. I am not confident, I follow the rules and I am quiet.
I think I value myself. I never want to be someone else. This is me and nobody can change me. I know I will change when I get back and this time no one can change me, no one. Not even the most popular girl in the school. Only I, myself can change me. I know people tried to change me because I am different. Well, I shall say this: even though you are completely different, never change yourself. You are different but remember there is also someone just like you too even though that person is not in front of you right now.
From
Wish Well Wisher
or whoever I am.

It snow today!

Sometimes you are too busy to realize that the semester is ending...
And maybe you are too busy to realize how sometimes the world is beautiful even though the world is another cruel place to live.
Ever thought about snow?
Snow is white, fluffy and beautiful.
One of the wonderful things that nature gives.
It coats the world with white,
And somehow,
You didn't dare to step on it,
because it shows,
and maybe, it destroyed the peace of snow,
But, snow is cold,
It stings you with a ferocious wind,
But, do you really care?
The snow,
it is just like the world,
How it is so beautiful,
and also, very dangerous,
and cruel,
and every action you do,
it shows clearly,
and can change the surroundings,
like the snow that has been step on...

Dreams is... another thing...

What do you think of dreamers? 

Do you believe in dreams?? You don't!? Well, maybe you will see about it someday. You know what a dream is? Dream is believing something that you don't have. Believe that "something" will appear. Beautiful, right? Some dreams are impossible to reach while some can. I think many dreams are impossible to reach like mine. That's disappointing but at least you have dreams. Dreams is what make you happy because it is not control by someone and it is free. You are free to dream whenever you want and whatever you want. That is the best thing about it. And it is yours, only you, for keepsake.

People sometimes doesn't want to believe this childish stuff. Why? I don't know. There is something wrong with their mind, I guess. Anyway, people think dreams are useless and disappointing. You dream too high and somehow you lose, got crush and plunge into the deep. It is the end of the world. Then, they don't get back up again. They lost hope because they dream and tried to get it. Now, this when friends and family came in and tried their best to get that person up again, which depends if your friends and family sees it or not. Hey, now you know why they don't want to dream because they had dream before and fail. Such people, they really need some motivation to get their hopes up again. One thing you should always remember : DON'T LOSE HOPE or DON'T GIVE UP.

Really both of them are just the same. :) I always like dreamers. Why? because somehow they keep coming up again and again  without losing hope.

From

Wish Well Wisher...