Maybe I never want to tell you or myself who I am. Who am I? I was no one. I always wanted to be someone. Just someone. I don't want to be another person or student in a list of thousands of students. That happens in Malaysia. Well, I just like every student there except a little tinge of different that nobody knows. I am quiet, responsible and follow other people sayings. Who am I? I am not that smart like Hanienah, or a drawer like Safiyah or imaginative like Izzati. I am not as sporty as Kamalia and her sister. I am not as cool or confident as Adilah or Aida. I am not as Islamic as Fatin. Who am I? Am I just another student? I am so quiet like I always try to isolate myself. I look how people are and they want to be. Sometimes I want to be just like them. They all cool and adventurous. They might have an impressive achievements in the future.
Maybe, it is true. I am someone but not in my country. Because of different system of education in United States, people thought I am intelligent. Well, I only do the homework that's all. Maybe, if any one of my friends came here, they receive a lot of attention. I was known by the teachers and my fellow classmates that I am smart but I am still quiet. We still have different ethnicity and religion but we live together in harmony. I never actually got that sneer look on someone face because of my religion. I am different. So, I am someone, someone in another country because I am doing what I am. I am being myself. I am not confident, I follow the rules and I am quiet.
I think I value myself. I never want to be someone else. This is me and nobody can change me. I know I will change when I get back and this time no one can change me, no one. Not even the most popular girl in the school. Only I, myself can change me. I know people tried to change me because I am different. Well, I shall say this: even though you are completely different, never change yourself. You are different but remember there is also someone just like you too even though that person is not in front of you right now.
From
Wish Well Wisher
or whoever I am.
Maybe, it is true. I am someone but not in my country. Because of different system of education in United States, people thought I am intelligent. Well, I only do the homework that's all. Maybe, if any one of my friends came here, they receive a lot of attention. I was known by the teachers and my fellow classmates that I am smart but I am still quiet. We still have different ethnicity and religion but we live together in harmony. I never actually got that sneer look on someone face because of my religion. I am different. So, I am someone, someone in another country because I am doing what I am. I am being myself. I am not confident, I follow the rules and I am quiet.
I think I value myself. I never want to be someone else. This is me and nobody can change me. I know I will change when I get back and this time no one can change me, no one. Not even the most popular girl in the school. Only I, myself can change me. I know people tried to change me because I am different. Well, I shall say this: even though you are completely different, never change yourself. You are different but remember there is also someone just like you too even though that person is not in front of you right now.
From
Wish Well Wisher
or whoever I am.
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