Yourself = important, Don't mess around with it

So, if you look at this situation that I have here, can you tell me that I am lucky or not? I think your answer will make a choice of what perspective that you think of this entry today.

It was a beautiful Tuesday morning, when the air was not as humid and as hot as usual. I was walking with my friend to the auditorium when a teacher called me that if I want to go to Masjid Putra at Putrajaya. If you ever visited Malaysia, one of the places that you should visit was this place. It is a beautiful place to visit and it is one of Malaysian buildings that we always value.

Anyway, I don't really want to go because I went there like many times already and it is such in a short notice. I don't like short notices because it makes me panic and I felt like I cannot think what to do. The teacher keep insisting to come and they called my mom to tell her that I'm going, so I have to go. I don't really like leaving my friend alone, but she will be fine. But, I was asking myself, will I be fine?

Fortunately, my twin (the girl who has my name coincidentally) and a new girl who I make friends with on the first day she came to my school. So, I'm not totally alone. The program was religious and I realized it that I had been in one for a seriously long time. I learn new and good thing, but this program really did hit me. It reminds me about many things and I well...feel very aware what I had done in the past.

So, I am lucky or not?

Okay, I'm not going on about this. I know some of my audience are not Muslims, so I'm not going on about it to respect my Non-Muslims readers. If well, my audience today is Muslims, well, then I am truly sorry that I cannot share with you what I learn over there. But, what I want to share with you guys today was something that they teach me over there. Okay, I know you are started to think I am twisted, but this thing is worth to tell you guys.

One of the ustaz (that's what we called our man teachers) said about self. He said to take care of yourself and tried not to make yourself to be bad. He said not to harm yourself in anyway possible. He made a point there, but I think you guys were like, "Duh, I heard it many times." It is a trite expression you might say, but it is something you really have to delve deep more. You see, taking drugs and cut yourself with a knife doesn't make the hurt in your heart to go away. It just hurt yourself more. I know that no one cares, but no one is going to care for you.

Another thing that he also said that don't make yourself feel better by hurting other people. I know you're mad and angry at the whole world, but please and seriously, people around you doesn't done anything to you. Well, if it's for a revenge, then it is a entirely different story. Anyway, DON'T BULLY people is bad and makes you bad and also can lead you to suicidal.
 Who loves owl city?
Here's a song for Owl City about bullying even though I kind of not sure about that... But listen

Take care yourself.
By your faithful friend, maybe,
Wish Well Wisher

Do you know this guy?

Hey, do you guys ever heard of Markiplier?

If you guys like to watch someone funny play some horror games, then find him in YouTube.

Here's a video about him that he did. Although you don't deserve his thanks, it gives you a great overview about him. Mind you, I only know this video yesterday by the help of my brother. I think that he deserves to be mention in my blog.

I know Markiplier since I moved back to Malaysia on June 2013. To me, at that time, I was happy to be home at last, but I felt longing to watch some United States shows. Then, one day, my brother show me this video about Markiplier playing "The Last of Us." If you want to know more about it, then visit here :How I found the Last of Us 

So through this, I found out who is Markiplier and what his profession is, but it wasn't until yesterday I found out who he really was. At first, I thought. well, "he just wasting his life making this video, but not making any money, but I don't care anyway because his videos are funny," something like that. But, then I heard how he promote people to give donation for this charity that I forgot. So, I think, "Well, at least he does good deals in his life."

You know, every time I saw his other videos, not the one up there, I saw a person who is very happy with his life. If you saw someone happy, you kind of think that well, he must be happy forever or something. But, happy forever doesn't exist in this world. When I saw the video up there, I felt guilty for judging him too soon. I never thought that he came up of the ashes of a hard life. The video up there hit me that the person that I think it is, is not what it seems to be. It also hit me that even though he doesn't get much money on his chosen profession, at least he is happy. Anyway he had a hard life before, so he deserved this kind of chance to be happy.

I think that this guy is a value to be in my blog because well, it make me realize that doing something that you like actually makes you felt happy even though it did not bring a lot of money. Also, doing something that you like sometimes bring the escape from the depressing reality. So, if you ever felt any sadness in you, don't moan on it. Do something that well, take your mind of it then, take action.

Well, here's some laughter for you guys. It is one of the videos that I like from Markiplier.

If you actually brave enough to watch this, then watch.
You know what, I'm going to subscribe to this guy even though I watch his videos on my brother's account. Subscribe him if you think his videos are funny.

Happy October everybody and PMR students, don't PANIC!
Wish Well Wisher.