I wanna cry....

Do you guys miss me? I know my friend in United States is.

My family and I move from United States to Malaysia on June 21st. So now I am at Malaysia, where I belong the most (Maybe). I am nearly finish cleaning up my room. I just need to sort some stuff out. Apparently, the house is freaking dusty and it make me sneezes so much. Achooo! I am still trying to adjust here. It is hard to adjust around here. Most of my cousins are Malaysian speakers and I rather speak in English rather than Malaysians. Not because of hate but because I don't want to lose my English. Also, United States are cleaner than here (No offense, really) because there are lot of creepy crawlies around the house. Watch out, maybe around the corner you'll see one. Another reason: I think we have a corrupt government 0.o. Please Wish that Malaysia don't have any wars. 

I miss my friends in US so much but I don't think they remember me any more :(. But, it's okay. People always do that to a person. It is a bad truth but it is a truth nonetheless. Maybe, I didn't left a legacy there. No wonder people don't remember me at all. 

Well, the big thing right now is UPSR and PMR. Most people don't know what it is, so I tell you what it is:

UPSR: A very big test for Year 6 that covers Year 4 to Year 6. 

PMR: A very big test for Form 3 that covers from Form 1 to Form 3

Not much to explain, all you need to know, it is big, hard, challenging and I am very sure my friends in United States will say hell to it. My young brother is taking it this year. Good luck to him. My mother really hopes he got the highest score, so we can put him to a boarding school or something. The house is pretty noisy with him around. I already take UPSR and I got 4 A's and 1 B. You have to get 5 A's to got the best schools in the country. I should have got 5 A's but because of some stupid question I miss in Science. My mother is pretty disappointed about my score because one of my classmates that she knows won't get 5 A's get it. Well, I always got normal score here in Malaysia. It's fine that I got that score. At least, there is room for improvement.

So, what is the story of PMR? Well, I am taking PMR this year, which I hope I don't take it. You know how much subjects I have to take?! I have to take eight subjects! And I don't have enough months to study all of them! If I ever got 8 A's, you just know that luck just come to me...LOL Wish me luck, people of the world!  And I wish you luck too...

Hey, this quote fits in my situation!

From 

Wish Well Wisher :P

Should we or should we not?

I had been watching someone playing "The Walking Dead" game in Youtube and I think that game is pretty cool. I'm very sure you guys know about the story of "The Walking Dead" but if you guys don't, this is the overview of the game:

 ZOMBIE OUTBREAK!!!

It is like every zombie outbreak movies but this one if you are dead even though you are not bitten, you become a zombie. To me, the game is not scary but, it have few suspense and heart-stopping moments. You can live with that, right? Life sometimes have suspense and heart-stopping moments.

The game is super violence and very bloody. In addition, they curse so much it make your ears bleed (To my opinion). I think they curse so much because they panic and afraid. Really, their curse are so immense that I don't think an every day person would do that, except that person is in "The Walking Dead" situation or that someone had serious life problems.

The best part of this game is that you can make choices like real life. In fact, there is so many things in this game happen in real life and one of them are choices, HARD choices, and choosing what to say. Not many games are like that and I think that's another reason why it is rated mature (is it?). I don't think kids like making hard choices or think what to do next. 

I think hard choices and choosing what to say are the hard part of growing up. You see, do you even remember the problems that you have when you are younger? Do you think the problems we face now as a grown up is there when you were a kid? Even you have one, the grown up problem is harder than younger problems.

As you grow, the more problems you face. Of course, there will be more! Don't groan or whine. You can face those problems. Why? You have yourself firstly. Yourself  and your experiences is the reason why you can face the older problems! You can do it! I believe in you guys! All you guys need is to believe in yourself! Chief, my JROTC teacher, always said this to me and I can here him now, even though he is away: "We believe in you. All you need to do is to believe in yourself..." Really, this is the part I nearly cried! Oh Chief! I will always remember you, even though I won't be in TJ next year! Hey, did I ever tell you guys I am leaving United States? 

But, that is another story...Maybe, I won't tell it to you guys. Maybe, I will...Let's see how nature takes me.

Wish Well Wisher...