Next week is my midterm and I know I had wasted my time writing this for you people, but this day is my closure day and I won't be checking Internet until next month. Don't be sad. I know you guys wouldn't mind yourself that I only be gone for a month. You won't miss me. I know you won't.
The school is killing me with their, I have no idea, 'school powers.' They prolonged the test for three weeks! FOR THREE !@#$%^& WEEKS! No, WAY I could survive THAT long. Well, it will be long run and you know, if I survive I'll see you guys next month.
Sometimes when I see myself and look back towards my hard brittle past, I thought, "I survive?" And it will always be a pondering question to me and I will always thought about how did I do it. I always felt nostalgic and I have no idea if it's good or bad or just a bunch of two good and bad bunch up together.
Teenager life is hard and I admit sometimes that I don't really want to see how tomorrow looks like, but I move because I had to or I'll be running of out time. Sometimes when I see little kids watch one of those silly shows that characterized as high school boys and girls, but still sound like an eight-year old kid show, I felt disgusted. How can the world be so cruel to children by telling lies about how teenagers live their life? Seriously, when I look at those shows at how their girls seemingly falling for cute boys and prom and boring teachers and bullies, I thought, "That's not even half true!"
It's so wrong...Why the world is so wrong?
I want to be a champion some day. Maybe, not to people, but in my eyes I will be. Not because it's so great to become one. But, it's for other people who also wants to be a champion. To the people who many people had looked down upon and wrongly judged by people eyes. I want to be those champions so that when people look at me, they said, "I shouldn't have underestimate at her in the first place."
So, to the people of the world, old and young, smart or dumb, bad-ass or smart-ass, rich or poor, or the people in between, and yes, I had always been people in between, let's rise up and let the world see that we can be champion!
Here's some YouTube vid for you, just to get your hopes up. Heheh...I was trying to get my hopes too. There's some lyrics that I don't entirely agree, but it's a good song nonetheless.
Smiles to the people who's doing exams next week. Gosh, I am so worried...
Anyway, hopes up people, it's May!
And I will see you in June (If I survive) If I don't survive, please send condolences over here at my bloggy. (Just kidding)
Wish Well Wisher