The Last Post

To the people that visit this blog,

THANK YOU!

I want to say that whoever had been visiting, liking and sharing this blog, thank you. It mean so much to me that people actually read it XD. You made my day happier.

I don't want to write in here anymore. Not because I don't want to, but because I want to preserve this blog from my future self, I guess. This blog was created when I was 12 with a group of friends and now, we all are 19 and busy with our future. I don't want to delete this blog. I love it and I love the posts, the memories that I had made when I was in my teens.

Can't believe I am going to degree soon...

But, don't fret! I am still writing. Just in another website that I made for my own. 

So, this blog's purpose would be to inspire others. I want my old post to inspire others to do good. Inspire others to think and write and be themselves. So, read, my dear followers. Read and cringe at my ridiculous grammar and my teen's angst. So, read this blog when you feel down. When you feel like you can't move on. I guess I would read this blog back too from time to time.

This blog would be another end of one chapter in my life. Now, I will open a new one. 

It seem redundant to make a new blog. But, it was essential to me. I hadn't been coping well with my present because I kept clinging on the past, wishing I was still young. Wishing I was still innocent. 

But, I am not that girl anymore. 

I had grown. 

And even though I am letting go of the past, I will always remember the days when I was young. Not to feel regret over it, but to be happy with what I had become. 

Let this blog be a repository of memories and let this blog inspire others to be themselves as well, Insya Allah.

Wish Well Wisher,

signing out for the last time. 

What is a hero, to you?

What defines a hero?

Yesterday was the last day of school and I might be sad to leave Form 4 but I am excited to be on holiday mode. I can do a lot of stuff that I had been planning the whole year. I have a month and a week holiday and I am going to make sure that spend it the best as I can. 

So, I watched this cool TV show called "The Number's Game." It was a show on how to be someone or something according to the recent statistics. This show interact with the viewers by asking us quizzes ask us to do some test if we are qualify to be the special someone. On that day, it was showing how to be a hero.

I want to be a hero. 

So, what defines a hero? Most people imagines that a hero is someone who has those cool superpowers or maybe someone who achieves great things or maybe the fastest man on Earth. In "The Number's Game," it defines hero as someone who can see something was amiss while others can't see it. In a book called The Fault in Our Stars, Gus defines hero as someone who notices things, paying attention. So, to you, what is a hero?

I was contemplating the idea of making a hero club. You know, like "Big Hero 6." I would invited the students of my school, the one that I know and the ones I know for sure have the potential to be a hero.

I was just so sick of how adults perceive us teenagers. They said, these teenagers were bad, they 're on drugs, they're skip school, don't do homework, disrespectful, and blah, blah blah. Seriously, not all of us like that. That's the thing, you know, there are some of us that are introvert, quiet to be notice, a bookie, someone that's nice and well, someone that is religious. These people are a small percentage of the society and well, we should all stand up and do something to change what society think teenagers as a whole. 

Yes, these people that doesn't seem to exist, the side-effect of the teenage society. We should all stand up and make us the general of teenage society. 

Everybody can be a hero. In the "Number's Game," there are three characteristics of being a hero; don't be a bystander and take action when there's a problem, pay attention to your surroundings and knowing what to do when hero's chemical (adrenaline) kicks in.    

So, you can be a hero. Just be confident and do it. 

Happy nearly ending November!

Wish Well Wisher

Motivation

I didn’t even realize that I need motivation all along.

School is nearly ending. Exams are coming its way to the doorsteps of my peace. PT3/PMR and SPM are nearing.

This is what I call, end-of-the-year-in-Malaysia. Pretty stressful, isn’t it?

Therefore, the schools hired a very over-the-top motivator, Doctor Tengku Asmadi.  You guys, if you don’t know him, either you are non-Malaysia or you just don’t listen to the Malaysian radio or watch the Malaysian TV too much.

I am not going to write his biography here. It will just bore you. But, here’s what I know. He was born in a poor family in Terengganu, Malaysia and dreamed to become a doctor one day. He works VERY hard to get there and he successfully achieved his ambition. When he looked back through all his hard work and the generation that is growing right now, he thought he could change the world by changing and motivate the roots: the students. He doesn’t want to see his generation grew up regretting their life. No, he doesn’t. So, he left his current job and became one of the greatest motivator in Malaysia.

I cannot express my happiness, my shock when the teacher told us that he is coming. It was like a dream come true. His motivation could make you feel like…I can do this shit no matter whatever shit comes in the way!

After all this time…really, I thought I was okay. I thought I can do it no matter what. I thought I could heal. But, I didn’t know I need motivation.  I didn’t know I was not okay.

So, he came. He came and enlightens me. He came and shouts in front of the stage. He came and MOTIVATES me. He came and changed me. He came and told me I could do it.

Technically, he told the whole school, but…who cares?

Here’s the thing: Always and I say it again ALWAYS motivate yourself every SINGLE day. I do mean it. Motivate and think positive because if you don’t, in three days, you’ll be more depressing than the grey clouds of the rain. Always wake up with a positive thinking.  Be thankful that you are alive when you wake up. Mornings are the beginnings of the day. Never start the beginnings with something bad. Start over. Yesterday, you are different. Today, you are different. Start with a smile.

When someone freaking insults you, telling you’re ugly, telling you’re dumb, fat, retard, or whatever, DON’T SLAP THEIR MOUTH’S WITH A CHAIR! I know you want to do it, but DON’T.

Instead say, “SO WHAT?”

And leave, like a BOSS.

This is a way for you to Stand up for yourself. Don’t leave that insult hanging on to you the whole day. It will make you effing crazy. And when you crazy, you will do crazy shtuff, like suicide or hurting yourself or eating drugs or well, DANGEROUS STUFF.

Let it go, like whatever Elsa says.

Seriously, I don’t think I like Elsa that much, but she got a point.

Try your best and do your very best in every aspect in life possible. I know you must think you are suck with everything, but…everybody has a talent. Just be Yourself. Talent will show when you live positively, happily, smartly, and yourself-ly. J Smile every day. Don’t let problems take you down in a deeper abyss. Fight them with your super awesomeness, your super techy gaming skills, your reading-ness, your geeky-ness, your nerd-ness, your smartness, yourself.

Tell yourself you can do it.

 “I CAN DO IT! AND NOTHING WILL STOP ME FROM EVER ACHIEVING MY DREAMS!”

And for all of you Muslims out there, come back to Allah. Allah is your protector. Pray that everything can get better. Pray for strength, for happiness, for peace. Put your trust in Allah because nothing will ever happen except what He ordained for us. Your problems are there because Allah trusts you that yes, you are strong enough, yes, you can do it and yes, you can get through it.  

You and I came a long way. 

We can do it. 

We can make the world a better place 

Happy October!

Well, I know it's a day early but... Happy Birthday Dat Nguyen!

Wish Well Wisher